Educated [Read: Incarcerated]
They purged the education
From the prison system
But installed the prison system
Into high schools
Like mine
Big brick buildings
Built in an era so terrified
Of youth
Of energy
Of revolt
That it sacrificed our sunlight
In the hopes that we’d
Never learn to shine
(Read: outshine them).
They corralled us like cattle
With whistles and bullhorns
Like school was some
Prosaic sport
And the only rule was
Never catch the referees’ attention
And my petite frame
Long hair
And unassuming stride
(Read: white skin)
Shielded me from view
Day after day
Year after year
They taught me to be truant
Living off the rush
(Read: privilege)
Of getting away with it
They hailed our
Demographic diversity
Hung flags in the halls
That no one recognized
Representing histories
Branded into our bones
That they refused to teach us about
And turned a blind eye
To the tables below their guard tower
Divided like a sepia toned mosaic
Into circles tinted
Every shade of shallow
(Read: scared)
They were scared to mix us
Scared that we would fight
Terrified that we wouldn’t
They reinforced our comfort zones
With systemic fiberglass
To keep the peace
(Read: divide and conquer)
Inevitably
Some of us were released
On good behavior
With black hats and diplomas
To shield our tender eyes from
That alien sun
But others heard our cheers
From detention rooms
(Read: holding cells)
Shackled by rolled up truancy letters
Like the ones we dipped in rum
To light our bonfires
And waited for the men
With whistles and bullhorns
To push them down the hall
(Read: pipeline)
Into prisons
That would feel
A little too familiar